Special Edition for 14 February

February

It’s impossible to understand what’s going
through a guy’s heart;
You told me that you wanted me and now
that I’ve given you everything;
you tell me you’re leaving.

You told me that it was the first time you
felt this way;
and said that I was special;
I believed you, and it was my happiness;
You should have told me that your feeling
had faded;
I had no idea and I continued to depend
on you.

Although I say I hate you now;
I’ll be missing you;
because I’m a girl, to whom love is everything;
They say that when you give a guy
all he wants, he quickly gets bored;
and now I know that’s the truth;
and although I tell myself;
I never be tricked by love again;
I fall in love, and my heart is broken again.

Please don’t break the hearts of girls;
who’ll do anything for love;
I didn’t know that living this life;
while being loved would be so hard.

Today we broke up;
You told me to meet someone better than you
and be happy;
You’re just like all the other guys;
what happened to when you told me
that you loved me;
Honestly, I don’t want you to be happy;
what I’m going to do
if you really forget about me;
I’m in so much pain, more pain than I can bare;
because I’m still in love with you.

Do you still remember?

February

People said that first experience is precious but is it true?
Do you still remember your first kiss..Can you recall the day when you enter the class for the first time..Who was sitting behind you. What his name..oh is it suppose to be his or her...name. I bet you have forgot all these.

But if i asked you..your former class teacher in Form 5.
what your last birthday present from your dad before he passed away.
Huh...
Because people do appreciate what they have, only after they lose it.

Love your family while you can.
Come back to your home and tell your father you love him before it is too late.
Grab your chances, make him proud. Don’t you realize how damn lucky you are
to have people to remind you this..because i don’t.

I only have 7 years ..
Wanie..5 years, and my youngest sister only got 2 months.
Seriously, it's not enough.

My perfect record card,
my glamorous graduation or even my life is always incomplete.
My pathetic life.

Happy Chinese New Year

26 January 09

Gong Xi Fa Choi.
Im not sure whether i spell it right or not so i apolagise if i got it wrong. To all my chinese friends i want 'ampau' from all of you.

"im not married mah..."
Hello guys, im not going to accept this same excuse for this year..Watch out..so you better prepared a better one. Lol.

Happy new year.
Wish a better luck for this year to all of you.
That means more money$$$ and fortune and...erm kids.
HoHoHo....

What is LOve.

17 January 09

I just want to speak my mind because i have little opportunities to voice out my views in class, moreover time is the main obstacle since we only have a couple of hours to cover all the topics.

Anyway..
Pen is mightier than sword.

What is love?There is no specific word to describe it and different people might have different perspective about love. It can be anything because love is everything. Magnet, coffee, drug, spider web or even car. The most important thing is your heart, as it is you who decide what your love's colour is.

For me..love is air,effortless like breathing but vital. If you forgot to breath,then your heart refused to beat. Without this miracle word, life is just an emptiness because there is no happiness when life silhouetted by darkness.

Meanwhile, marriage is like a home. Advice for the men, chose your key carefully otherwise you will be locked outside for the rest of your life. And different people have different key as different person has different needs. You decide!

Action!

17 January 09

three*2**1*action!
wow...we are going to be actors and actresses.
EALD had transformmed to "Malaysian Next Top Actor+Actress" program. Can you believe it..we are going to act on a plot in one of our literature books.

This will be hilarious fun..hoho
I cannot imagine how im going to play ancient half-sister's character. However, it is far much better than to become Matron. With mountainous bobs..oh, it is a real disaster.
Maybe amanie suits that character..lol.. i said MAYBE....or maybe not. No offences intended.

My group consists of 4 people, Ali,Ayadi=FatenCH, and I.
We had decided to choose the most interesting scene when Roald Dahl's nose nearly cut off from his face. Noseless little (ayadi) boy.

Ok guys..wish me luck.Chayok2.

turn left.. turn right

11Jan09.

I watched a movie about a little girl who found her long-lost love 13 years later. Eventhough she did not know his name but she still kept the faith that they will be together one day. It was only a matter of time.

She had a secret admirer,and he hired a photographer to snap her picture.

Sometimes God revealled his secret to show his love to us. The pictures showed that anywhere she went there always 750935 (her love).Either across the road, separated by the crowd, 10metres away but one thing for sure, he always around her. Unseparated like a shadow.

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So, my friends dont worry
because there is someone created for you, just leave it to God and His majesty plans.